Do you think I'm beautiful? Chapter 4

10. července 2015 v 15:00 | Říjnová |  Do you think I'm beautiful?
Vlastně ani nevím, jestli to někdo čte, ale tak to je asi jedno :D


Jen was nervous and didn't know where to go with her eyes. Finally, she found enough courage to go on.

"Can we... can we talk?" She smiled a little, hoping that Lana won't throw her out.

Lana sat up and put a pillow behind her back.

"What do you wanna talk about?" It sounded like she would laugh at Jen but that wasn't what she meant to sound like.

"About yesterday... I think we - I - should explain some things." Jen's voice was silent but she managed to look Lana in the eyes.

"I think you made it quite clear, Jen. You would regret it later. I got it. We're still friends, don't worry." Lana looked sad but her voice was sure.



"But that's not true!" Jen cried out in desperation. She didn't want Lana to think she didn't like her and that she would regret it. "Can we please just talk?"

Lana's face expression changed a little with that sentence. It wasn't true? What exactly wasn't true? She wouldn't regret it? But why did she stop then?

"Fine. Let's talk. What did you want to tell me?" Lana smiled at Jen as a signal that she was not that angry as she looked like.

Jen felt encouraged by that smile and sat further on the bed.

"Well... hm... I..." Jen stopped, looking sheepishly at Lana, her cheeks blushing.

"Jen," Lana smiled at Jen and took her hand. "Don't feel embarrassed. Just tell me what you came to tell. I promise I won't get mad again and I won't cry."

"Okay..." Jen rubbed her face and ran her hand through her hair.


"I didn't mean to hurt you..."

"You didn't..."

"Please, just let me talk, okay. Don't interrupt me or I will forget it or I will be too afraid to say it."


Jen looked like she could break any moment.

"'kay..." Lana smiled a little bit amused, put her hands in her lap and waited patiently until Jen went on.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. And don't say you weren't hurt. I saw it in your eyes. I also saw the tears. And I'm sorry about it, really. What I said, I didn't mean it like that... God, I actually don't know what I meant and what I didn't mean...! I was thinking about it the whole night and I still don't know what to say. I just wanted to talk to you and see that you're okay. And ... that you're not angry with me..."

"Me too, Jen..." Lana said silently, looking at Jen from under her lashes.

"You too what?" Jen looked confused.

"I was thinking about it too... And... I don't know. I don't know why I reacted that way, I'm sorry about it. Geez, I really feel like a teen girl now. Stupid and embarrassed. What a great sleepover, nice work, Jen, really."


Lana was back in her good mood. Teasing Jen always improved her mood.


Jen grinned and when she saw that Lana is trying to get up, she grabbed her arm.

"Wait..."

Lana stopped and turned around. She saw that Jen had something more to tell.

"Look, I understand the 'regretting' part. I've been there. I know what you meant. I really like you, I'm happy that we're friends and if that should be destroyed because of some kissing, I don't want it."

They were both silent for a moment.

"You want to kiss me?"


"What? No, of course not! I didn't say anything like that!"

"I think you just did..." Jen was looking at Lana with questions in her eyes, waiting for what comes next.

"I didn't..." Lana got up furiously and grabbed the bathrobe from the chair.

"If you say so..." Jen resigned but went on, "there's one more thing I wanted to say." She also stood up and went to Lana. They were standing opposite each other now.

"I just wanted to make it clear that I didn't stop because I didn't like you. I do. As I said, you're a gorgeous woman. I was just afraid that it's some momentarily magic we were trapped in. And I just don't wanna loose you as a friend.

That's all."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure...?"


"Why did you start that? Why did you touch me like that?"


Jen's face was red.

"I... I don't know... I guess I just wanted to show you how beautiful you are. You can't blame me for that!"


"I don't," They both laughed when Jen turned the serious atmosphere into fun.


"Can I also ask you a question?" Jen stopped laughing and looked Lana in the eyes.

"Of course..."

"Why did you ask me to kiss you?"

"Well... I guess I wanted to show ..."

"No lies!" Jen wanted to look seriously but had a hard time trying not to laugh.

"The touch just felt good..."

They were looking at each other, standing close. None of them said a word for few moments.


Jen came back to life first.

"Friends again?"

"Never stopped," Lana smiled and hugged Jen. The hug was tight and lasted a little bit longer than was necessary.


"So, how about you go take a shower and I'll make some breakfast?" Jen let Lana go and smiled.

"I like that," Lana smiled. It may look more like a little smirk.



Lana closed the door and Jen let out a confident sigh. That went well. Actually, better than she had expected. Breakfast. Right. She turned around and rushed out of the door and down the stairs, almost falling down, not paying attention as she was thinking how much time she has and what she could do.
 

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1 Mia Mia | 13. července 2015 v 8:35 | Reagovat

Já to čtu a moc se mi to líbí;) Skvělá práce, úžasná angličtina.

2 music-germany music-germany | E-mail | Web | 13. července 2015 v 21:33 | Reagovat

Taky to čtu a jako nepřestávej :D Chcu víc :D Danke :D

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